i am not even sure what to write anymore. i do want to write but not sure what to write. There are a million topics, a millions ideas, a millions things that are going on in my head---that i want to write about yet i do not know where to start or how to start. Could this be what they call 'a writer's block'? or a 'mental block'? i do not know except i feel that if that's the case then i could try to 'unblock' it by just writing about not knowing what to write. Well, at least i am able to make this far with this nonsense. Let's see what else i can write about not knowing where to start...this includes a million things that are dying to get out of my head.
What Should I Write About?
...my sleep.
I am going to start with a blog. I am going to blog about my sleep...
I slept okay last night. I could have gotten better sleep but one of my boys woke up in the middle of the night and asked my wife to stay awake with him because he had a headache. Their being up also woke me up. I went to bed very late to begin with. Now they woke me up only an hour after my sleep. I think I went to bed about 2am and my 5yr old boy woke us up around 3:30am. I felt aweful but tried to ignore their being awake. I tried to put myself to sleep but wasn't easy. I got some more sleep regardless.
It's 8:05am as i am writing this blog. It's been my morning routine to turn on my laptop as soon as i am awake in the morning. Actually, it's the first thing in the morning as soon as I wake up. This is becoming a bad habbit already. instead of exercising i just go straight to my laptop...
What do i do when i first login?
The very first thing that i do after i logged in is...to watch for the Yahoo's Instant Messenger's automated login to see if there's any mail in my emailbox. Then i would read little news article here and there that really catch my eyes. Then, i check my khmervoice site that i have been working hard for the last few months. For KV, i would check to see if there are any new postings, poems, comments, etc. I also check how many visitors are actually coming online. I tend to be glued to KV trying to add something to the site. I will blog about KV site later. Now my laziness kicks in and i am going to just leave it off right here....
Exo
5/13/07